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well, i got newz like yesterday from vietnam in which my grandma was dying so today my mum is like getting on a plane to go there and it saddens me due to the fact that i feel neutral about this event...i mean if i dont have any emotions for a family member that i barely knew then would i have any emotions if someone close to me was dying...the thought of this scares me a bit...the only hope i have right now would be that my grandma would get better or at least, sad to say as it is, die after my mom gets there by her side. Well, she'll be in my prayers